What if I told you that I have always loved you but never got a fair shot?

The title line is from a new Jesse McCartney song called 'One Night' that will be on his new album coming out on December 28th (shameless plug)

Anyway when I'm tired is the worst time for me to be able to write, you see I begin to let my true feelings out and I am much more emotional. Thinking of a past conversation I had withe one of my friends popped in mind tonight and I was going to quote it on facebook since I found it ironic that it came to mind when that line played. It clicked in my mind how much that line reminded me of the person my friend and I were having a conversation about. You see there was this one guy that I liked for years (ok if he was to ask to hang out I still wouldn't turn him down) well he knew I liked him, I knew he liked me but neither of us done anything about it. He's moved on and probably doesn't even remember I exist until I update facebook. Well that line explains my situation with him perfectly. I have liked him since I was pretty young but I don't think either of us gave that relationship a fair shot. Sure it was early on, going into middle school, but still.

Now here is the question, is it harder to give the relationship a try and get your heartbroken if it doesn't work out or never give it a chance and never know what could have been? Sure it may not have worked out but at least we would have given it a shot but no instead we kept silent and I missed my chance.

Sometimes the worst thing to say is nothing at all.

Dane Sanzenbacher

I would just like to take this time to proclaim my love for that man. I mean for one he is gorgeous, look at him. Now onto the fact that he is an AMAZING football player. He is always open and rarely drops any passes. He caught 3 passes today but they were big passes one that ended in a touchdown. Now to mention he's made quite a few touchdown plays this season, today made his 10th touchdown. He has definitely been one of our key players this year, when ever Pryor needed an open man he was always there. It's too bad that he is a Senior, we will be missing him for sure. I know I will. I can't wait to see where he is drafted to. He is from Toledo so of course I myself would love to see him stay here in Ohio, the Browns always need good players like Dane. ;) Now praising Dane even more, he seems like such a humble down to earth guy and he also made a video remake of Lebron's The Decision, to promote organ donation. I'll post the video below. He show off his basketball skills, his poetry skills and his humor all while taking on a serious matter. Although it is a funny video it definitely shows the seriousness of the issue as well.




How can you not love him?

Stress, we are not friends so please leave me alone.

That is a statement that it far too commonly thought by me. Stress seems to think we are best friends or something but newsflash I CAN'T STAND YOU LEAVE ME ALONE. Anyway, I've been the most stressed person lately. School is kicking my butt. Papers, projects, midterms, a boat load of homework, tests and quizzes - yeah my life has been nothing but that recently. Now this week I have to sign up for my ACT and begin studying for that. Oh and did I mention, I still have yet to get my temps?! I'll be 17 in two weeks and I don't have my temps, I've not even thought about even practice driving in a parking lot. So much to do so little time.

I feel like all my friendships are withering away from me since I am never online and I don't have everyone's numbers so I can't text anyone. My music friends are really the ones that i'm loosing contact with. I still have yet to write Valerie back after having her message in my inbox for 3 weeks now. I'm so far behind on concert reviews that it is insane. Overload wouldn't even begin to explain how I feel at the moment.

Oh and did I mention, I'm sick AGAIN. Yes thats right I'm sick yet again this is how many times this year? 100 or maybe 200 times already? Right now I have an ear infection (which may not sound too bad but lord have mercy do they hurt) and I also have about 5 blisters in my mouth/throat, which makes it hard to do anything,eat drink or talk. Of course I had to get sick the night before thanksgiving making it impossible for me to enjoy my favorite holiday. How convenient.

Anyway, I will stop complaining now even  though there is much more to complain about and instead I'll point out my new banner at the top of my page. What are your thoughts on it? Although you can't really tell I put a lot of work into it. The banner features some of my favorite country artists many more could have been there but I ran out of room. haha.

Well, who knows what my next blog topic will be or when it'll be posted but until then enjoy the rest of your weekend.

Sincerely,
ALM

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PSS- The Buckeyes did beat Michigan, I'm sure everyone was dieing to know after reading my last post. Although we stomped the state up north we will not be going to the rose bowl  since Wisconsin beat Northwestern tonight BUT we still have a chance to go to a bowl game even if it is only the Sugar Bowl, it'll be one more game to look forward too.

Ohio State Football

In Ohio it's the one thing everyone is doing on a Saturday, sitting watching the Bucks play whatever team we are taking on. But you see whether it's the first game of the season or one of the last we are all looking towards the big rivalry game, the Ohio State and Michigan game. It's one of the biggest if not the biggest rivalry in college football and every Buckeye fan loves to watch that game.

Today is that big game! Today 21 seniors take the field for their last game as Buckeyes. As Senior Dane Sanzenbacher from Toledo, Ohio stated "Every kid that grew up in Ohio would love to have that game winning touchdown. I'd love to be the one to have that game winning play" 

No matter what our season has been like thus far (which is pretty amazing by the way, we've only lost one game) it comes down to whether we BEAT MICHIGAN or not. So good luck to our Buckeyes of all years and Seniors live it up, take it all in and  enjoy it. Once a Buckeye, Always a Buckeye.

Brad hit the nail on the head with this one.

I've probably read this note a million times and each time it makes me love him a little more. Outside of family, he is the one person the I idolize completely. And for every hater who said he didn't deserve Entertainer Of The Year, please read the above note and listen to his new single This Is Country Music, he deserved that award more that anyone. He is so honest, humble and thankful. He cares about his fans. He has such an amazing sense of humor. He's all around amazing.