What if I told you that I have always loved you but never got a fair shot?

The title line is from a new Jesse McCartney song called 'One Night' that will be on his new album coming out on December 28th (shameless plug)

Anyway when I'm tired is the worst time for me to be able to write, you see I begin to let my true feelings out and I am much more emotional. Thinking of a past conversation I had withe one of my friends popped in mind tonight and I was going to quote it on facebook since I found it ironic that it came to mind when that line played. It clicked in my mind how much that line reminded me of the person my friend and I were having a conversation about. You see there was this one guy that I liked for years (ok if he was to ask to hang out I still wouldn't turn him down) well he knew I liked him, I knew he liked me but neither of us done anything about it. He's moved on and probably doesn't even remember I exist until I update facebook. Well that line explains my situation with him perfectly. I have liked him since I was pretty young but I don't think either of us gave that relationship a fair shot. Sure it was early on, going into middle school, but still.

Now here is the question, is it harder to give the relationship a try and get your heartbroken if it doesn't work out or never give it a chance and never know what could have been? Sure it may not have worked out but at least we would have given it a shot but no instead we kept silent and I missed my chance.

Sometimes the worst thing to say is nothing at all.